Getting my wife back (Series now complete, 10/19)

[AshenElm]

So recently, my wife was out of town for a week to visit her sister, but I had to stay home to work. As far as the timing of everything goes, it honestly went about as well as could be hoped for: she left two days before her period started, and the few days after then end of her period are always a time where she is much more horny than the rest of her cycle. This always makes this a great week for us, and both of us lean in to it. So the combination of being gone for a week, and into the overdrive time made her very eager to see me again.

Very shortly after unloading the car, she wanted a shower, and sensing the mood, I said I needed one as well. Our child elected to veg out with the TV at a volume that normally gets a reprimand, or in this case, gave a clear opening. We were all over each other in the shower, enjoying the water on our skin, and access to nude bodies. Once she felt that I was hard against her hip while she was rinsing her hair, she left off the pretense of cleaning to take me into her mouth. After a heavenly few minutes, her legs were cramping up, and she stood up, water running down her back. We kissed, and the texture of the wetness between her thighs was quite different from what the shower was spraying; it drove me wild. I instantly got down on my knees, head tilted up, her knee hooked over my shoulder, fingers on the back of my head as I desperately drove my tongue into her pussy. After she came from that, she bent over and leaned on a handrail for me to fuck her from behind. I obliged, but refused to finish in her until I could get her in the bed and really show her how much I missed her. This file is from the bedroom after, as I sadly did not record in the shower.

While the week felt long, our ability to have truly unrestrained, full body, passionate sex like this had been deeply limited by a major health crisis, and I had feared it would truly not come back. This one is really rather precious to me, and thankfully I have a good number of recordings from this week.

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[AshenElm]

So this story is not sexy. I've got more files from the week of her return, and you can jump down and listen to them, but the writing in this post is not a detailed account of sex, thoughts on fantasy or the other usual fare of our forum. It's rather personal, and I hope you can all forgive a personal indulgence here. Oh, in fact, I'll drop the story behind a spoiler tag, so it won't be a full screen's worth to get to the files.

Spoiler

A year ago, my wife was diagnosed with breast cancer. It seemed out of nowhere, she had a lump on her breast that she was sure was a cyst (these are common, as I have learned). Bringing it to the attention of her doctor lead to a concerned mammogram. Which lead to an even more concerned biopsy after her radiology tech bullied the scheduler into walking her right in for said biopsy (and really, a thousand blessings on that woman's house for doing that). Which led to an appointment with an oncologist in a week. I got laid off the same day, and felt like I was a truck break down away from being in a country song. Well, an old country song. We had a week together of terror, anger, and disbelief. Being us, we fucked like maniacs every minute we weren't crying.

It seemed so unfair; she was in her late 30s, had dropped 80 lbs, was setting a goal for being in her best health of her life going into her 40s, as was crushing that goal. We cook most of our meals at home, eat real food, and are vegetarians. We are so deeply in love, and really both get the best from our marriage. It just was not fair. Honestly, if I had still been the devote Christian I was when we met, this would have broken me. Being a pagan gave me a little more leeway to beg aid of The Divine without feeling I had sinned in some way, but I'll be honest that it is a little easier to see the hand of the dark goddess in a ladybug eating a trail through aphids than it is worrying if this is how your wife would leave this planet. Would leave you. Would leave your child.

When we talked to the oncologist, we were told the cancer was stage 3. In a week she would have a PET scan that would show if it had spread anywhere else. If it did, it would no longer be fought to win, it would be fought to extend her life. She might even live as much as 20 more years! The test would come a week before chemo started. After 20 rounds of chemo, there would be a break with some time to heal before a surgery of an unknown level of disfigurement. Maybe loss of both breast if genetic results were bad, maybe a permanent loss of sensation in her breasts. The first nurse practitioner we talked to outlined the treatments ahead kind of freaked out that we were asking sex questions. "Some couples will think of this as a nice break," and warnings of the toxicity of her bodily fluids. Warned to "be careful" about even kissing. Thankfully, most of this was shooting from the hip by a young medical professional who was far from sex-positive. But would anyone be shocked to learn that the levels of chemo drugs had be measured in sperm, but not in vaginal fluids? Ah, thanks again patriarchy, you make it great for all of us.
Through it all, we had each other, and really were able to put that "in sickness and in health" saying into action. All the results we got back were the best they could be, the fear ebbed, but there was still plenty of suffering. Emily Nagoski's book "Come Together" came out while chemo treatments were going on, and there were a few chapters on sex in relationships with disability, with sickness and chronic diseases. It really kind of struck me that a true life-long commitment to someone is going to mean that will happen at some point. After the third infusion, her hair started to fall out, so it went from short, to buzzed to truly bald all over. She had a good head for being bald! It was honestly a pretty cool look on her, and I still found her beautiful and sexy. Also, she is not a big fan of shaving anywhere, so this was the first time she really had a bald pussy, and it was fun as hell to eat her out. Well, other than the chemical burn that I got on my tongue and lips, but she never noticed and I will never ever tell her about that. She just needed a little more pleasure in her life!

Our sex grew emotional, deeply engaged and intertwining. We were pulling through a terrible experience together, and getting a little stronger for it. But it was not the same, she did not have the energy and strength that she did just months ago. All the aspects of treatment ended up being as great as possible could be, and she came through with a complete pathologic return (meaning all cancer was dead after surgery). She kept both of her lovely breasts (insert a Princess Bride line here) and minimal scarring. Even after all that, it has been a road of recovery. A imunotherapy drug that helped kill the cancer triggered a rheumatoid arthritis response that had her barely able to walk for months, and she fought through it with weight training and yoga (and medicine!) Now she is generally mad when it sets back her running goals, lifting goals. Her cycle came back, even though we were told that it definitively wouldn't. She is mad about it, but honestly, I feel like I had finally gotten used to keeping track of how it changed her moods and how she liked to be touched, so I'm glad that I still get to use that knowledge.

So I know I have dropped a small book here, but when I say it is amazing to have a few tumbles into bed like these, please take a little of my full cup of joy, and may you all be as richly blessed as I have been.

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return03.mp3

[AshenElm]

This one happens in the afternoon of an unseasonably cool summer day. This means no A/C noise on this one, so this is exceptional sound quality.
We know that we have a little more than an hour together alone in the house, so no need to be quiet, or worry about needing to rush to finish. We certainly have a great time with it.
I have just finished showering, and come up to the bed room after mostly drying off. I'm still working on my hair a bit when she pulls me over to the corner of the bed, immediately taking my half-mast cock into her mouth as my hands are over my head. I quickly drop the towel, rubbing her shoulders firmly as she sucks me. Before too long, she turns my hips toward the bed, pushes me down, and continues as I lay down and play with her nipples.
Once she has decided she has waited long enough, she straddles me, gives my dick two slides along the length of her vulva to get it wet, then buries it to the hilt with one stroke. My god, was she wet, and it was perfect. I squeezed her hip with one hand while the other went back and forth between her breasts. She is self-conscious that the one that received the radiation therapy is firmer and heavier, but I honestly can't tell the difference.
At about 14:30, she rolls off, we talk about what we spent the day thinking about, knowing we would have this time in the afternoon. I tell her that I had been thinking about eating her out, and roll her onto her back. But instead of climbing between her legs on my belly (my usual move), I left her right leg and come in from the side. (This is called the "Kivin Method" and I read about it in a book, and it seemed worth a try. It was! Just listen for yourself.)
After she has a huge orgasm, I roll her hip to the side and trust into her as she lays on her hip and I hold her leg. I love how deep in her I can get in this position, and I can easily touch all of her body. We finish in doggy, where she asks me to fuck her hard. I happily comply!
I hope you all enjoy, I feel like this is one of the best of our recordings in audio quality.

return04.mp3

[AshenElm]

This one is a very long, slow sensual encounter. It might be a little more sparse than the average offering here, but I figure some people like a slow burn.
I will admit, I have a much easier time giving pleasure than laying back and receiving it. Especially to completely let go of control. So in many ways, this is an attempt to do just that. To set the scene, I had been worn down physically by several very, very hard days of work. Muscles seized up all over, could barely walk, that sort of thing. My glorious wife decided to take matters into her own hands, got our child in bed early, and tried to get me into a relaxed state. Lit candles, put on mellow music, laid the bed out nicely to be able to give a full body message.
She did that for about 30 minutes before having me flip over, doing a little more messaging, before leading into a long, slow blowjob. Near the end, she scolds me for always trying to hold out so that she comes first, and asked me to let go. After I do, she grabs the vibrator, gets on top of me, and pleasures herself while grinding on my now-soft penis. It was really hot, sensual, and really turned me on. After some while of this, I got hard again, and we fucked to finish the session. I collapsed into her arms and had the best night of sleep ever after that.
Man, what a woman.

[AshenElm]

This is the last one of this series, and it's a great session. We have a long while together in the afternoon to ourselves, and spend *all* of it in bed together. It honestly wasn't even the plan, but well...
I start by eating her out, we go through a few positions, taking our time and enjoying each other. When I finish, we lay back and talk and joke a little bit. After about 15 minutes of relaxing, she decides she isn't done, and grabs her vibrator, and keeps going while I cuddle her, enjoying her excitement. Eventually, I start playing with the rest of her body, licking her nipples, trailing down her torso and up her thighs while she vibes. As could be expected, I get hard again from this, and I'm able to slide into her while she cums, then we fuck again.
This is a long one, and I've left in the 15 minutes of pillow talk between the first round and her getting the vibrator out, but there wasn't a ton of time free at the end of it, since a phone call interrupts our second cool-down period. The whole session does however top 2-hours, so if you are looking for something to edge with for a while... you may have found it.

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[cruzsilva]

Thank you kind sir. Love your work..reserved for the future? Haha you are hell bent on giving us blue balls aren't ya..LOL yup Def looking fwd to your future uploads.

[AshenElm]

Thank you kind sir. Love your work..reserved for the future? Haha you are hell bent on giving us blue balls aren't ya..LOL yup Def looking fwd to your future uploads.

Hey, at least I started with a fairly hefty file to start stirring the drink! I have a few more loaded and ready to go as well.

[cruzsilva]

Thank you kind sir. Love your work..reserved for the future? Haha you are hell bent on giving us blue balls aren't ya..LOL yup Def looking fwd to your future uploads.

Hey, at least I started with a fairly hefty file to start stirring the drink! I have a few more loaded and ready to go as well.

[luna1979]

Nice to hear you again! I've already missed you. The story from the shower alone made me so hot. It's been so long since I had sex in the bathroom. It would be so exciting if our wet naked bodies touched. I would also lean forward and let myself be fucked from behind. I love it!
It really turns me on to listen to you. I love how you laugh and tease in bed. Your noises during sex make me really horny. Listening to you as you get wetter and wetter while fucking makes me totally wet myself. You gave me a huge orgasm when you came in her at the end.

[jox_xel]

These are absolutely great

[AshenElm]

Nice to hear you again! I've already missed you. The story from the shower alone made me so hot. It's been so long since I had sex in the bathroom. It would be so exciting if our wet naked bodies touched. I would also lean forward and let myself be fucked from behind. I love it!

It's a shame that it has been a while for you, w always have a good time with it. We generally will have shower sex every couple of weeks at least. Of course, I often need to get a shower before properly kissing my wife on getting home, so that can start it off a lot of the time.

It really turns me on to listen to you. I love how you laugh and tease in bed. Your noises during sex make me really horny. Listening to you as you get wetter and wetter while fucking makes me totally wet myself. You gave me a huge orgasm when you came in her at the end.

Thank you so much! The wet noises are definitely a favorite of mine. One of my major reasons to upload is so I can listen again later. When she is soaked and I rub my glands along her labia, not only does it drive her wild and feel great for me, but it can make this squelching sound that is just perfect.

[Paneurope44+]

best one in the member section in a long time.

[Anker1]

Dear AshenElm,

Thanks for you past uploads as well as this one.

Thanks for sharing this beautifully intimate and important moment between you and your wife.

Thanks finally for having taken the time to provide written context with each and every one of your recordings and this one especially.

This is the kind of stuff that brings me back here and really captures my imagination.

Oh, and your wife sounds absolutely heavenly. Knowing what she went through makes her manifestations of pleasure even more enticing.

Tip of the cap to you two.

[AshenElm]

Dear AshenElm,

Thanks for you past uploads as well as this one.

Thanks for sharing this beautifully intimate and important moment between you and your wife.

Thanks finally for having taken the time to provide written context with each and every one of your recordings and this one especially.

This is the kind of stuff that brings me back here and really captures my imagination.

Oh, and your wife sounds absolutely heavenly. Knowing what she went through makes her manifestations of pleasure even more enticing.

Tip of the cap to you two.

Your kind words really brought a smile to my face, thank you so much!

[cumfan]

Thank you so much for the recordings and the background story!